How do you determine what someone is actually like? If you have just met them, or not even met them - lord knows. Having just spent the last hour and a half 'chatting' with a young feller through the aforementioned, and never to be mentioned again interenet dating site, I am left - as usual - wondering.
Exactly what the hell does he think that I will be like when he meets me? Why me anyway?
Megs - you know her - says that perhaps I sabotage these things before they even have a chance. Know not what she is on about... not as if I spend time thinking...
So, I was thinking right, what do I project that appears then to be incorrect upon meeting or getting to know me? What judgements are being made of me? What exactly am I doing without my awareness? This young man, bless his cotton socks, thinks I am intriguing and worth getting to know. Ha! Poor soul. I wonder how far into our meeting we get before he is compelled to run down the street screaming...
Yeah yeah. I hear you. Don't be an idiot. Have a little more confidence. Blah blah blah.
Well, I don't see you getting out there and laying your bare naked psyche on the line time after time after time, only to have it sent back along with a little tag in red, Rejected.
No. That is right. So cheers to me regardless because I have a delicate soul, I am very sensitive and yet for some reason I keep going back.