Well now - an update of sorts I suppose..

Following my last mega-indulgent rant (you can find it filed under 'deargodwomanhaveyounothingbettertodo') it has become apparent to me that perhaps I WASN'T reading more into the whole situation than was necessary.
It took a week. One week later I got a text message that began the 'conversation' that led me to my understanding that he does indeed think of me in other ways than purely friendly ones.
And since then? Many brief conversations that kind of step around the subject in a way that would show that we are both trying to suss out the situation on the other end, a little innuendo, a little outtuendo, more exclaimations about how unhappy he is with 'her' and..and... and yes - of course - MORE thinking from me.
And for that I could spend hours recanting but to tell you the truth I really couldn't be bothered anymore. Which is interesting.
To summarise - I think if I tell him how I feel his intentions in any regard will only be adversly affected by it, I still don't really know the essence of my feelings AND I amjust going to leave it.
Surely if he feels that down the track he is interested then he will do something about it then? Surely... because CLEARLY he is doing what he feels is right with his current situation!!!
BWAH HAHAH HAHA HAAAAAA man I am tragic.....I mean, have you READ what I just wrote!?

*sigh*
Won't someone just call me an idiot and be done with it?

Oh - but on other notes - I did get the interview at the gallery..and they rang me soon after for a follow up. So we'll see how it goes... thanks megs XX
Snooz popped out a GORGEOUS little girl and I do promise to post a proper tribute to that.
School is ok. No really, it actually is. Which is nice.
I never did hear from Fred again, after we went out for a drink and dinner. But then hey, pretty used to that happening now and don't care too much!
Umm...what else....I suppose there might be some interest in the story about the firemen I had in my bedroom.... No? Oh ok then.. ^_^